Thanks Minna~:)

OMG~!

Just two days only and I already can announced that the application  for JUMP pairing is officially closed.

;)

Thanks to those who give support to me by be one of the characters in the new FF.

I`ll start writing early July, because right now I got examination until 23 June and then I involved in charging some foreign student from Indonesia that coming to UUM until 28 June.

Once I reach my home at Pahang, I`ll start it, InsyaAllah. ^__^

i`ll try to update more often, so i hope everyone can wait for it kay?

This is the OC that going to be with Hey!Say!Jump in the story. Final and you can't change it after this.
(I`m BEST Biased btw.:p)


BEST PAiring
Inoo Kei x Syara
Yaotome Hikaru x Kudo Amihana
Takaki Yuya x Yamamura Shinrai
Arioka Daiki x Yamaguchi Sayuri


SEVEN Pairing
Okamoto Keito x Kuzuryu Karina
Nakajima Yuto xMaeda Mira
Morimoto Ryutaro x Yamashita Michiyo
Yamada Ryosuke x Koizumi Ai


Other Characters
Nakajima Kento x Yamamoto Emi
Nakayama Yuma x Kanzaki Ella

once again,

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU~! *bow*

NOTHING AT ALL

I don't have anything to write

well, not really.

I GOT PLENTY TO WRITE~!

but

not now la. 

got too many things to do in real life, so everything need to be done one by one.

oh, and,and,and... I got new idea for fan-fic.

All I can say right now is, Hey!Say!Jump is the main character, of course with OC.

I am one of the character too :p

looking for several characters.

~Yabu Kota and the two Chinen is mine~ :p

I`m looking for oc for other Jump
give me your:
your japanese name/any names
nationality
personalities

 and...and...and...
don't forget to mention with who you want to be pair with~!!
*bow*

boy, this going to be quite long story.

Thats why I call this : NOTHING AT ALL

p/s: Idol are important, but sometimes, I need to focused on people who I meet and going to meet in real life more.

mood: ~in love and still in love~

Lets change my self~!

I love the title of this post. Probably because ,when I type the titl, Chinen`s voice play inside my mind singing , "lets change my self!". Well, it`s better than Uta Utau.=.,=
Ok, It`s been awhile. Been busy with final exam and studying, I think today I want to update something. This post is about, me. *coughmyblogcough*
2 weeks ago..or more..someone special asked me to, change my self. because I`m sooooo negative and because of that, I makes lots of people hurt and hate me. I regret that. So yeah, I decide, maybe I should.
I change for my self not coz someone else and somehow, I am proud of my self coz i did it for my own good.

Still Trying
I'm still trying to change my self. What I`ve done before,either I regret or proud of it. but mostly, I regret for being stupid.
I`m not a type of person that gonna look back into past. but yes, some memories never leaves you, i admit, there is some things/people I still remember, sometimes, miss.

life is about...learning something new and make your self better. People makes mistakes, I make mistakes. I wish, I could do something to make things right, like go back in time, but its impossible. Everyone knows it. So, what did I do? Back to the beginning. Start from bottom again. almost broke down again last night, but Alhamdulillah, Allah with me.

Me,Her,Him,Them..

There lots of version about what happened, but the truth probably, those who were close and understand me, knows it. But those who thinks they know me, probably don't really understand everything.
About her, the one I treat as sister. The one who always pop out from nowhere whenever she feel something is wrong with me. She always like, "are you okay,unie? I know you`re not." Someone who I can talk without  have to explain what happened.
I did talk to her, but I never badmouth others. I talk because she understand what I feel, and she always like giving me advices or always contact me when she feels like something is wrong with me. I never thought it will make things become worst.


CRYING AGAIN
I admit my fault. Maybe if I wasn't being like what I used before, probably that "friendship" will continue. I cried when I read AND hear it from her. I cry since last night. The moment I know there`s fight between them.

I cry when you apologize to me... I cry when you said you`re in pain. replied everything while sobbing and crying, not to curse my own self. Like I mentioned early, I almost broke down, then I remember, He always with me, My God, Allah.

I seek for forgiveness, I seek for things to be back like it used to, I ask Him to give me strength , I asked Him to take away the pain from you.

To you, I apologize for using "hurt" as a reason, I didn't realize I`m hurting you. Please,please be patient with me, and please tegur me if I`m doing things that hurt you. I need to be told, coz sometimes, i always do things ikut kepala sendiri je.
To her, I`m sorry.
To them, I`m sorry too.

"You get hurt only by people who occupy a big part of your heart. The more it hurts, the more important the person is."

true meh?

Koishiteru

In Japan, there are 3 ways to say 'I Love You' :
♥ DAISUKI - for your friends and the person you like.
♥ AISHITERU - for more serious relationship.
♥ KOISHITERU - for the person you want to spend the rest of your life with.

To you, its always KOISHITERU.

penat

Penat, penat, penat... nk cuti.. nk balik.. namoo exam..

The Other Me

#Aku benci dgn mausia yg ckp dorg kenal sgt dgn peel aku, sbb internet JE.#

aku ad agama, selagi aku xnampak something yg xmelanggar hukum hakam Tuhan,dgn mata kepala aku sendiri, aku xkan judge org tu.
Biarlah org nk ckp ape dgn mulut busuk dorang tuh, aku buat amal aku dapat pahala, dorg buat amal,still ke neraka jugak~ so? faham2 jela~
jgn nak judge aku dgn kata2 org atau dgn diri sendiri. so what? mmg hidup aku adlh untuk buat org rasa benci.
aku boleh benci org, tp aku jugak boleh sayang org,xkirala ape yg pernah jadi, kalau aku pernah ckp aku suka dgn someone,terutamanya org yg bergelar kawan, aku akn terus stay suka. NOKTAH.
Jgn nk pandai2 buat andaian yg korang dh kenal aku sebab INTERNET ni ha. Bullshit lah. seriously, mcm hanjeng je kalau judge org sebab internet.
Kasar? well, ni adalah aku sebelum aku jadi ape yg aku jadi hari ni. Masa yg buat aku jadi baik mcm siot smpai org pijak2 aku. Ni diri aku yg korang kata korang kenal sgt tu.
Aku org yg mudah terluka dgn kata2, so kalau korang lukakan aku dgn kata2 korang, mmg susah untuk aku lupa. Yes,I am sensitive sampai satu tahap korang akn rasa sgt2 menyampah dgn keadaan aku. tp, semua tu bersebab, n kalau aku sentiasa sensitif dgn korg, means aku dh byk kali rasa terluka dgn kata2 mahupun tindakan korang.

tapi satu org kena faham, aku ade marah, tapi marah aku bukan lama. tinggalkan aku untuk 30 minit, then aku okay.
Kalau aku cakap aku nk berubah, aku akan! Cepat atau Lambat je, jgn expect hari ni aku ckp aku nk berubah,esok aku dh berubah. Stop that bullshit thought~
and kalau aku ckp aku xkan amik tahu dh pasal someone,aku akn buat. so jgn pandai2 nak menyibuk tentang urusan hidup aku sebb kelakar gile doe. kau kate benci aku, tp kau yg terhegeh2 duk nk tahu urusan hidup aku. what for bitches? nak satisfiedkan hidup kau yg langsung xinteresting langsung tuh?

Pleash la, x seronok langsung hidup kau kalau mcm tuh. Wake up la, aku dari dah xrase annoying,tibe2 rase mcm annoying gile.

Pics: 1001 Experiences ,Less than 12 hours (Crazier~!)

Hi!!! So, last night, (25/05/2012) 12.00A.M <~ sharp!!

me and d`friend come with this stupid and crazy idea to go to Pulau Pinang without any preparation or plan, AT ALL.

Well, all thanks to me and my jiwa kacau, (sorry to friends coz making your life miserable). hikhik

so, ok...

so, the plan was...to go there and just do whatever we want, and stop wherever the car stops. but one plan is definitely we want to do is to watch the sunrise at the beach.

That`s right the BEACH, my fav~!

 this is the time and activities

2.00A.M - Arrive Pulau Pinang, we took lots of pictures, "we" is for me and Tun bcoz the other two were busy SLEEPING~XDD

Ni mase atas jambatan Pulau Pinang. Hahaha.

so, this is the driver, Tun. Concentrate pleash!

Macho??? O.O

Le`me ,Sleepy but pretty excited. ;)

errrr...my art?

because i think I should captured this~ =.=

sorry..i just...think i`m cute..*pukes* hahaha, the camera
is capturing this ,automatically..

2.30A.M - arrive McD

so,yeah..it was cold, i mean demn cold, even i am wearing sweater here, but still can't warm me up. :)

so, I was like thinking, isn't it is like heaven if we could get some hot chocolate or milo in this situation. And ,Poof! my wishes coming true~

^___^

Another unknown picture~tehehehe

Say it LOUD! McD~

Peace yo!

 ok, then2, kitaorangS..ok,silalah guna bahasa rojaks okays,u`olllsss~
before that, we`re looking for the toilet to P~
Nature`s calling Babeh~!

Aku dgn Tun pg toilet and tup2 depan toilet tu ade pokok buluh. Kawan aku sorg ni mengidam nk bergambr dgn pokok buluh so, here~ XDD

cwweeet~

Yellow akak~! we would like to have some Hot Milo,please~ :)

Like a Boss?? 

Thanks for making me warm~ <3

 Sitting down coz there`s wild dog outside McD and I`m scare to walk to the car..TT_TT

Anyway, what else should we do than enjoying our time with beloved Milo.
I love you!

Jambatan Pulau Pinang, around 3.00A.M

 Ok,agak malas nk tulis ape jadi kt sini sebab hanya nampak laut, laut ,laut je..so snap je pictures banyak2... ^_^

disturbing the driver, LIKE A BOSS~

another meaningless picture.

 Almost 3.00A.M - the two sleeping beauty is finally awake and yeah..we just enjoying the scenery while waiting for Subuh.

Berembun dekat tepi pantai.

Cik Jah dari Johor.
kejenye,xhabis2 menyakat, menyusahkan, hidup aku.
tapi, dia ni dh mcm family dh, so,no,no jealous ,okay? dh anggap dia mcm adik sendiri.

Keje dorang, dari muda sampai tua, bergosip je. Ni tgh cuci mata tgh kereta kancil kt belakang tuh.
ade aksi goyang2 kah???

 5.20A.M - Subuh di Masjid Terapung,  Tanjung Bunga.

cantik...

 Ya Allah, cantik sgt dlm masjid ni, dahla atas laut. Mmg indah. rugi rasenya xdpt sembahyang Subuh sekali, sebab mmg di beri cuti~ :)
And kat dlm ni, aku rasa sgt2 tenang. Kekusutan dlm jiwa semua, cm hilang. Serius ckp. Sepanjang aku kt Kachi, aku xpernah lagi rasa tenang mcm pagi tadi.
Tuhan je yg tahu perasaan aku.
Kat sini, aku duduk jauh sikit dari jemaah lain, ye la, xnk ganggu dorang.
Kat sini, aku mengadu dkt Allah.Lepaskan semua yg aku rasa.

 Rasanya xperlu aku ckp semua yg aku adu pada sang Pencipta,kan?
Tapi yg penting, aku mohon supaya aku di beri kekuatan untuk hdp kekusutan yg aku alami and aku mohon supaya org yg aku sayang sembuh dari segala penyakit dan berikan kebahagian kepada aku dan juga dia.

Kat sini ,aku dan kawan2 dapat rezeki yg xdijangka!
Nasi Lemak percuma seyh! Thanks makcik~! Yummy!

6.00++A.M - Feringgi Beach.

The wave calling for ME!! yesh!! ME GUSTA!!

I LOVE BEACH!!!

Running like little kid right after I heard the waves!!

OMG!!!

It`s beautiful!

It is PERFECT!

I was amaze by the art of the nature and the power of God for creating such scenery!

who else were crazy enough to go and playing at the beach early in the morning?

If i can hug the waves...I WILL!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Doing Crazy things with Crazy Friends!

Peace~ Peace!!!

come,come...SUE!! awat xtgk camera! 

1. the waves is coming guys!!

2. Omg!! hayaku!! the waves again!!

3. Big waves!!

please forgive the botak guy. He`s too excited~ girls, you look great~ ^__^

Sue tgh menyerang ombak...

Ombak rindu kah?

sejujurnya, aku rase korang sgt comel di sini!!

~Kecomelan tahap gaban~

Dah mamcam power rangers dah aku tgk pose korang..

best sgt kan? mane gambar aku dgn korang?

Unie`s Angel? omg~ buwok!

p/s: makan nasi lemak sambil menghadap laut sgt BEST!

well, if there`s a beginning, there should be the ending too right?

so yeah, we ride the ferry~

row,row,row the ferry..lalalalalalaa

ok,mengarut dah..

sekali lagi, cantik gile pemandangan laut.

thanks kawan... rase happy.:)

Apa yg aku dapat sepanjang 10 jam ni? Banyak!!

1. Kalau nak buat gila, buat je, jgn tahan2. Yang penting, jgn kata tidak!!

2. Sedar tentang kebesaran Allah. Rasanya belum cukup sempurna sebagai hamba-Nya.

3. Kekusutan jiwa, tekanan, masalah semua boleh atasi, yg penting kena tahu nak atasi dgn cara macam mana. aku pilih jln spiritual healing. Alhamdulillah, aku tenang, and harapnya terus tenang.

4. Jangan rancang apa2, just go and enjoy the nature!

5. Ini aku dapat masa atas ferri. Aku nak Kawin naik cruise! seriously, best~!! 

6. Aku sayang family aku. Ini perkara yg paling penting, jgn kacau family aku!

7. Aku sayang buah hati aku, walaupun jiwa kacau sekrg, aku xpernah berhenti dari fikirkan tentang dia.

8. Aku sayang kawan-kawan aku, walaupun ade antaranya bermula dgn pertengkaran akhirnya, tgklah macam mane srkg ni~

9. Sem depan aku nk buat kerja gila lagi. Sekarang ni dh dua misi Crazy aku dh buat. 

10. Aku nak hilangkan segala ketakutan aku.Aku nak cabar diri buat perkara yg aku rasa aku xmampu buat.

11. ni paling penting.. aku rasa mcm dh TUA kot! Tun sedap je tido skrg, Sue pun! Aku xmampu nk lelapkan mata doe...nande?? =.=

Le Cover: Your Song

Le Cover: Wish You Were Here

Ehem~
Le awesome me ish cover-ing Avril song..hahahahha

my voice is errr..funny! anyway...

MS Perf : Super Delicate [Hey!Say!Jump]

No harmed sharing this ,i guess...

Click:

Here 

(C) Pupu-Xuite

Lyrics and Video : Umaku Ienai by Yuzu

Everytime i listen to this. I...I...remember "someone"~
Oh, is that someone important?
~VERRRRRYYYY~

UMAKU IENAI

(I CAN'T SAY IT WELL)

BY

YUZU

Romaji

Hajimete deatta hi no koto wo kimi wa ima mo oboete imasu ka?
Togiretogire gikochinai bokura no kaiwa wo
Owatta koi no kizuato wo nuguenai mama de ita kara
Okubyou wo kakusu you ni odokete ita ne

Mada sukoshi hadazamui haru no namikimichi kimi to aruku
Kizukeba kou shite iru koto ga atarimae ni natte itan da

Umaku ienai kedo afuretekuru
Kono koe mo kono namida mo kimi wo omoeba
Toki wa nagare mada tsutaerarezu ni
Warawanaide kiite hoshii
"Aishiteru"

Fuzakeatta bakari no futari dakara majime na koto iu no wa teresakute
Taisetsu na kotoba hodo atomawashi ni shite...

Arifureta machinami itsumo no machiawase basho
Furikaereba soko ni wa kimi no kawarani egao ga atta n da

Umaku ienai boku wo yurushite kureru kai?
Zurukutemo majime ni mo kimi wo utau
Sugite yuku hibi hitotsu hitotsu wo
Wasurezu ni irareru you ni negai wo komete...

Kono sekai ni owari ga kitemo...
Kimi no soba ni wa boku ga boku no soba ni wa kimi ga kitto iru kara

Umaku ienai kedo afurete kuru
Kono koe mo kono namida mo kimi wo omoeba
Toki wa nagare mada tsutaerarezu ni
Warawanaide kiite hoshii
Boku wa kimi wo aishiteru

English

Do you still remember the day we first met?
Our halting, awkward conversation
Because I couldn't wipe away the scars of a love that had ended
I joked around to hide my cowardice

On a spring day that was still a bit chilly day, I walked down a tree-lined road with you
At some point I noticed that doing this had become natural

I can't say it well, but my voice and my tears
Come pouring out when I think of you
Time passes and I still can’t tell you
I want you to listen without laughing
"I love you"

Because all we do is joke around, it feels awkward to say serious things
The more important it is, the more I put it off...

This ordinary street, our usual meeting place
When I turn around, there you were with your unchanging smile

I can't say it well, will you forgive me?
Sneaky or honest, I'll sing about you
And make a wish that I won’t forget
Each of these days that go by

Even if the end of this world was to come...
Because surely, you'll be by my side and I'll be by yours

I can't say it well, but my voice and my tears
Come pouring out when I think of you
Time passes and I still can’t tell you
I want you to listen without laughing
I love you

Lyrics (c) kiwi-musume

The Emo Unie & Mengadu Pada Allah..

 I admit it, i`m not strong. Sometimes ,things happened and I can't handle it.

I cried.

People makes me angry, 

I cried.

People give me lots of sweet memories.

I grinned and sometimes, cried.

People apologized and admitted their mistakes.

I forgive and forget.

The past is the past, there`s no point thinks about it anymore.

But even tho I said that, sometimes, to act like i used too with people who hurt me, hard.

Why?

I`m not angry, it just my heart, can't seems to agree with my brain.

I can still be your friend, but to trust you, it takes time.

I have trust issue over those who`s lying, those who hurt my feeling, those who admitted they hurt me purposely.

To test me?

This answer pissed me off but i still smiling.

Who are you to test me? Us?

She said she can't tell me the reasons, someday i will know it. 

Another answer that surely should make me curse on that person but....

I`m not...

I just being baka again, just being me. Just asking that person to stop saying sorry. As long that person knows she`s making mistakes.

Why Allah give me this "easy to forgive and forget" side to me? Only He knows why.

Why it is so easy for me to cry?

Leave everything to Allah.

 

 Sentiasa mengadu pada Allah, itu yang terbaik.

KepadaNya tempat aku meluahkan segala yg terbuku dalam hati.

Ya Allah, aku serahkan segalanya kepadaMu. Kau kuatkanlah hatiku, jangan Kau lemahkan aku dalam menghadapi segala dugaan hidup. Kau berikanlah petunjuk dan hidayahMu kepadaku ,wahai Tuhan Semesta Alam.

Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Menyembuhkan segala penyakit, Kau berikanlah kesihatan yang sempurna kepada Mohamad Halim Hafiz. Kau hilangkanlah segala kesakitan yang di tanggung oleh dirinya. Bahagiakanlah dirinya, gembirakanlah harinya, jangan Kau biarkan dirinya berasa sedih.Permudahkanlah hidupnya, ya Allah.

Ya Rab, Kau panjangkanlah jodoh di antara kami. Dia adalah insan yang aku sayangi. Kau kuatkalah kami dalam menghadapi ujian yang mendatang. Kau jauhkanlah segala yang buruk didalam hubungan ini,ya Allah.

Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Pengampun, sesungguhnya kami adalah insan yang lemah dan sering melakukan dosa. Kau ampunkanlah dosa-dosa kami, dosa kedua ibu bapa kami, adik beradik kami, dosa muslimin dan muslimat, samada dosa yang telah kami lakukan, dan yang sedang kami lakukan. Berikanlah petunjuk dan hidayahmu, agar kami tidak mengulangi dosa itu pada masa hadapan.Sesungguhnya tiada Tuhan yang di sembahkan melainkan Engkau, dan Muhammad itu adalah pesuruh Allah. Tuhan yang berkuasa mengabulkan setiap hajat hamba-hambaNya, Kau dengarkanlah permintaan hambaMu yang kerdil ini...Sesungguhnya Engkaulah tempatku mengadu dan memohon.

Amin Ya Rabbal A`lamin..

Video: Daiki Arioka- Kimi to Boku no Future

His　ｖoice is something! I cant get eｎough of Daiki`s voice! Ahahahahaha

Anyway, I like this song and I think Daiki SHOULD have lots of solo song!

I mean, listen! isn't his voice is cute? :DD

Lyrics: Gazing by Yong Sang Hyun (Secret Garden OST)

Amu maldo piryochi anhdago
Meomchun shigyecheoreom yeogi seo itdago
Eotteon apeumdo nae nun hana garilsu eopseoseo

Nae mamsogen neul neoman sandago
Jjalbeun hansungando byeonhan jeok eoptdago
Eotteon mannamdo gaseumi da milchyeonae beoryeoseo
Doraondan geu yaksokhanado eopshi
Yongkkedo ireohke
Neol kidarinabwa

Barabonda neo tteonan jariman
Barabonda neon ulli eopjiman
Na geuraeyaman jichyeo jamdeul sarange
Neol jiweonael saenggakjocha gamhi jamshido

 mothanikka

Muneul yeolmyeon isseul geot gatdago
Eolpit balsorido deullin geot gatdago
Jamdeun huedo bamsaedorok myeot beoneul kkaeeoseo
Nunmul eopshi deo amureon ildo mothal
Bigeobhan haruga ttodashi balgado

Barabonda neo tteonan jariman
Barabonda neon ulli eopjiman
Na geuraeyaman jichyeo jamdeul sarange
Neol jiweonael saenggakjocha gamhi jamshido 

mothanikka

Gaseum ta beorigo ibsul gallajyeodo
Chamji mothaeseo neol ttodashi

Bolleobonda sseurarin ireumman
Chueogedo beil geol aljiman
Na geuraeyaman jidokhido apaseo
Neol sshiseonael saenggakjocha gamhi mothage

Neowaeui jjalbeun sarangdo gwabunhaetdeon geol
Al su eopseoseo arado moreun cheok nunmulman

 ****************************************************************

Not a single word is needed.
I’m standing here like a broken clock.

My eyes cannot hide the pain. 

I’ll always have you in my heart.
It hasn’t changed for a moment.
No matter what happens, I can’t push you out of my heart.

 

Even without your promise in return,
I will still wait for you.

Gazing at the place where you had left me.
Gazing, even though there’s no chance that you will be back.
It’s the only thing I can do for a love that is so exhausting.
I dare not think of forgetting you even for just a second.

I opened the door and felt that you were there.
I seemed to hear your soft footsteps.
I woke up many times at night thinking of you.
I could do nothing without breaking into tears.

I was afraid to face the day.

Gazing at the place where you had left me.
Gazing, even though there’s no chance that you will be back.
It’s the only thing I can do for a love that is so exhausting.
I dare not think of forgetting you even for just a second.

With a burning heart and parched lips.
Unable to control myself, I called your name again and again.

I know this is the only name that will reside in my heavily scarred memory.

This is all I can do. The pain is so bitter.
I dare not think of letting you slip away from my memory.

I didn’t know I was undeserving of the brief love with you.
I pretended that I didn’t know. I felt such misery that I cried.

(c)michyeoga

Super Delicate Full Version

UWAHHHHHHH!! UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!

it`s here! Full Version of Super Delicate!!
Me super like!
I keep screaming and screaming!! 

ahahahahahaha

I can't WAIT for their Single CD to arrive!!! :D

Super Delicate (Full Version)
Aa~
boku ni wa kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru

Hito no mae de wa kuuki wo yonde
Tsukuri warai wo tsuzuketeru
Motto ganbare to iwaretara
Sunao ni unazui tari mo suru

Kodomo no koro wa shiranakatta
Jibun ga konna ni okubyou da nante
Nakitai yo, nakenai yo
Kono mune ga harisake sou sa~~

Kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru
Kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru
Daijoubu to (Daijoubu) waratte kureta(waratta)
Aa~ boku ni wa kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru

Otona ni naru to gakushuu wo shite
Guuzen nanka ni tayoranai
Dakedo moshikashitara sore wa
Kiseki dattari shinai darou ka

Fushigi na chikara ga waitekuru
Kimi ga yuuki wo kuretanda ne
Aishiteru, aishiterun da
Kono mune ga harisake sou sa~~

Kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru
Boku ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru
Itsumade mo itsumade mo
Te wo tsunaide ita

Aa~ boku ni wa kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru

Kodomo no koro wa shiranakatta
Jibun ga konna ni okubyou da nante
Nakitai yo, nakenai yo
Kono mune ga harisake sou sa~~

Kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru
Kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru
Daijoubu to (Daijoubu) waratte kureta (waratta)
Aa~ boku ni wa kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru

English:

(c)kodochalover

Ahhh, Is there a face I can't show anyone other than you?

Reading the atmosphere of the people around you

Continuing to fake a smile

I told myself to try harder

As I nodded obediently 

When I was a kid, I didn’t know, 

How I, myself could be this timid

I want to cry, I can’t cry

Yes, this chest feels like it’s tearing 

There is a face that I can show only you

There is a face that I can show only you

It’s okay, and you laughed for me

Ahh, there is a face that I can show to only you

I became an adult and learned

That this coincidence is somehow unreliable

But, perhaps if that was true, 

It's not a miracle right?

You gave me a sense of a magical power

You gave me courage didn’t you?

I love you, I love you

Yes, this chest feels like it’s tearing 

There is a face that I can show only you

Is there a face you can only show me?

Always and always

Our hands will be connected

Ahhh, Is there a face I can't show to anyone but you?

When I was a kid, I didn’t know, 

How I, myself could be this timid

I want to cry, I can’t cry

Yes, this chest feels like it’s tearing

There is a face that I can show only you

There is a face that I can show only you

It’s okay, and you laughed for me 

Ahh, there is a face that I can show to only you

Random Ranting~

I wonder how it feels,

if I ignores you as well, just like what you do to me.
No offense to anyone, but sometimes, do not ignore the one who loved you

coz at the end, you might ended up regret, coz she/he longer cares for you like they used too.

Friends, lover, family...

everyone..

Do not treat others like you only need them when you in trouble..

they can sense it, but they will still helping you,

coz

they love you, and they do not mind being hurt.

BUT DO NOT TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED!

I`ve been mistreat by others, I takes everything people said about me, and give no fu`kin care about it

even tho it hurts my feeling, so demn much.

I try to stay strong, but

I`m not. :D

I ended crying, that is the BEST thing i can do.

People cry not because they weak, but it because they hold on for long time and there`s a small part of her/him says "Daijoubu, just cry..."

I tell ya..

after crying, you`ll feel much better~

you`ll feel light, and probably SLEEPY after that

but

it will makes you feel much better.

As for me, when i start to play sad song on my lappie,

everyone knows it.
Unie ish being EMO!

~Do not say anything, just let her crying~

Ah, if I don't want to cried,

I just have to look at Hey!Say!Jump`s, Yabu`s pic..

Well...actually it didn't always work,

all i wanted is him. 

Just one single text msg/chat/ his voice,

that`s gonna work. 

I`ll feel much better. I dunno why.

Healing Power ,I guess?

p/s: Lately, I often smile coz of Chinen Yuri. Yabaii, my NIBAN wanna take over Yabu Kota`s place????? =___=

 Yabu won't allow it,chii. GOMEN! *o*~

Super Delicate Short Pv.

SUPER DELICATE LYRICS (Short Pv. Lyrics)


Aa~ 
boku ni wa kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru

Hito no mae de wa kuuki wo yonde 
Tsukuri warai wo tsuzuketeru 
Motto ganbare to iwaretara 
Sunao ni unazui tari mo suru 

Kodomo no koro wa shiranakatta 
Jibun ga konna ni okubyou da nante 
Nakitai yo, nakenai yo 
Kono mune ga harisake sou sa~~ 

Kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru 
Kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru 
Daijoubu to (Daijoubu) waratte kureta(waratta) 
Aa~ boku ni wa kimi ni shika miserarenai kao ga aru
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Can I scream? Can I? Can I??
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!

Me super like this!!

Can't wait to get it full pv!!
*I`m buying it FYI!!*

And..I didn't regret it ,there goes ma money!! *jya ne~!*

OH Mai!!
Chinen demn kakkoi!! I love him in here, so..so..FRESH!! and KAWAII! with that blue tux!!I think he`ll be my favorite NIBAN FOREVER!!

And not too mention, my FOREVER ichiban, AWESOME, KAKKOI, AMAZING as usual~ Yabu Kota!!

Karera wa SUBARASHI desu!!  No other words can describe them! 

Watch them, and you`ll see why I said they`re awesome. The dance and their kakkoi face..GRRR!! 

SUPER DELICATE is like GUNDAM-ISH, the music and melody~ lalalalala