Si Putih Tinggi Lampai

tadi, masa kat station bus, nampak dia, duduk kt seat dia dalam bas. Dia tgk tepi, dia perasan saya ada... lepas tu dia senyum. Saya senyum balik, angkat tangan dan kami melambai masing2. 
Si putih tinggi lampai tu odw balik ke BP.

Sarcastic bukan? Tapi saya suka si putih tinggi lampai tu.

Thanks Minna~:)

OMG~!

Just two days only and I already can announced that the application  for JUMP pairing is officially closed.

;)

Thanks to those who give support to me by be one of the characters in the new FF.

I`ll start writing early July, because right now I got examination until 23 June and then I involved in charging some foreign student from Indonesia that coming to UUM until 28 June.

Once I reach my home at Pahang, I`ll start it, InsyaAllah. ^__^

i`ll try to update more often, so i hope everyone can wait for it kay?

This is the OC that going to be with Hey!Say!Jump in the story. Final and you can't change it after this.
(I`m BEST Biased btw.:p)


BEST PAiring
Inoo Kei x Syara
Yaotome Hikaru x Kudo Amihana
Takaki Yuya x Yamamura Shinrai
Arioka Daiki x Yamaguchi Sayuri


SEVEN Pairing
Okamoto Keito x Kuzuryu Karina
Nakajima Yuto xMaeda Mira
Morimoto Ryutaro x Yamashita Michiyo
Yamada Ryosuke x Koizumi Ai


Other Characters
Nakajima Kento x Yamamoto Emi
Nakayama Yuma x Kanzaki Ella

once again,

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU~! *bow*

NOTHING AT ALL

I don't have anything to write

well, not really.

I GOT PLENTY TO WRITE~!

but

not now la. 

got too many things to do in real life, so everything need to be done one by one.

oh, and,and,and... I got new idea for fan-fic.

All I can say right now is, Hey!Say!Jump is the main character, of course with OC.

I am one of the character too :p

looking for several characters.

~Yabu Kota and the two Chinen is mine~ :p

I`m looking for oc for other Jump
give me your:
your japanese name/any names
nationality
personalities

 and...and...and...
don't forget to mention with who you want to be pair with~!!
*bow*

boy, this going to be quite long story.

Thats why I call this : NOTHING AT ALL

p/s: Idol are important, but sometimes, I need to focused on people who I meet and going to meet in real life more.

mood: ~in love and still in love~

Lets change my self~!

I love the title of this post. Probably because ,when I type the titl, Chinen`s voice play inside my mind singing , "lets change my self!". Well, it`s better than Uta Utau.=.,=
Ok, It`s been awhile. Been busy with final exam and studying, I think today I want to update something. This post is about, me. *coughmyblogcough*
2 weeks ago..or more..someone special asked me to, change my self. because I`m sooooo negative and because of that, I makes lots of people hurt and hate me. I regret that. So yeah, I decide, maybe I should.
I change for my self not coz someone else and somehow, I am proud of my self coz i did it for my own good.

Still Trying
I'm still trying to change my self. What I`ve done before,either I regret or proud of it. but mostly, I regret for being stupid.
I`m not a type of person that gonna look back into past. but yes, some memories never leaves you, i admit, there is some things/people I still remember, sometimes, miss.

life is about...learning something new and make your self better. People makes mistakes, I make mistakes. I wish, I could do something to make things right, like go back in time, but its impossible. Everyone knows it. So, what did I do? Back to the beginning. Start from bottom again. almost broke down again last night, but Alhamdulillah, Allah with me.

Me,Her,Him,Them..

There lots of version about what happened, but the truth probably, those who were close and understand me, knows it. But those who thinks they know me, probably don't really understand everything.
About her, the one I treat as sister. The one who always pop out from nowhere whenever she feel something is wrong with me. She always like, "are you okay,unie? I know you`re not." Someone who I can talk without  have to explain what happened.
I did talk to her, but I never badmouth others. I talk because she understand what I feel, and she always like giving me advices or always contact me when she feels like something is wrong with me. I never thought it will make things become worst.


CRYING AGAIN
I admit my fault. Maybe if I wasn't being like what I used before, probably that "friendship" will continue. I cried when I read AND hear it from her. I cry since last night. The moment I know there`s fight between them.

I cry when you apologize to me... I cry when you said you`re in pain. replied everything while sobbing and crying, not to curse my own self. Like I mentioned early, I almost broke down, then I remember, He always with me, My God, Allah.

I seek for forgiveness, I seek for things to be back like it used to, I ask Him to give me strength , I asked Him to take away the pain from you.

To you, I apologize for using "hurt" as a reason, I didn't realize I`m hurting you. Please,please be patient with me, and please tegur me if I`m doing things that hurt you. I need to be told, coz sometimes, i always do things ikut kepala sendiri je.
To her, I`m sorry.
To them, I`m sorry too.

"You get hurt only by people who occupy a big part of your heart. The more it hurts, the more important the person is."

true meh?

Koishiteru

In Japan, there are 3 ways to say 'I Love You' :
♥ DAISUKI - for your friends and the person you like.
♥ AISHITERU - for more serious relationship.
♥ KOISHITERU - for the person you want to spend the rest of your life with.

To you, its always KOISHITERU.

penat

Penat, penat, penat... nk cuti.. nk balik.. namoo exam..

The Other Me

#Aku benci dgn mausia yg ckp dorg kenal sgt dgn peel aku, sbb internet JE.#

aku ad agama, selagi aku xnampak something yg xmelanggar hukum hakam Tuhan,dgn mata kepala aku sendiri, aku xkan judge org tu.
Biarlah org nk ckp ape dgn mulut busuk dorang tuh, aku buat amal aku dapat pahala, dorg buat amal,still ke neraka jugak~ so? faham2 jela~
jgn nak judge aku dgn kata2 org atau dgn diri sendiri. so what? mmg hidup aku adlh untuk buat org rasa benci.
aku boleh benci org, tp aku jugak boleh sayang org,xkirala ape yg pernah jadi, kalau aku pernah ckp aku suka dgn someone,terutamanya org yg bergelar kawan, aku akn terus stay suka. NOKTAH.
Jgn nk pandai2 buat andaian yg korang dh kenal aku sebab INTERNET ni ha. Bullshit lah. seriously, mcm hanjeng je kalau judge org sebab internet.
Kasar? well, ni adalah aku sebelum aku jadi ape yg aku jadi hari ni. Masa yg buat aku jadi baik mcm siot smpai org pijak2 aku. Ni diri aku yg korang kata korang kenal sgt tu.
Aku org yg mudah terluka dgn kata2, so kalau korang lukakan aku dgn kata2 korang, mmg susah untuk aku lupa. Yes,I am sensitive sampai satu tahap korang akn rasa sgt2 menyampah dgn keadaan aku. tp, semua tu bersebab, n kalau aku sentiasa sensitif dgn korg, means aku dh byk kali rasa terluka dgn kata2 mahupun tindakan korang.

tapi satu org kena faham, aku ade marah, tapi marah aku bukan lama. tinggalkan aku untuk 30 minit, then aku okay.
Kalau aku cakap aku nk berubah, aku akan! Cepat atau Lambat je, jgn expect hari ni aku ckp aku nk berubah,esok aku dh berubah. Stop that bullshit thought~
and kalau aku ckp aku xkan amik tahu dh pasal someone,aku akn buat. so jgn pandai2 nak menyibuk tentang urusan hidup aku sebb kelakar gile doe. kau kate benci aku, tp kau yg terhegeh2 duk nk tahu urusan hidup aku. what for bitches? nak satisfiedkan hidup kau yg langsung xinteresting langsung tuh?

Pleash la, x seronok langsung hidup kau kalau mcm tuh. Wake up la, aku dari dah xrase annoying,tibe2 rase mcm annoying gile.